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Michael McLeod
here's an out of the blue observation for you.
this is the first time in my life that I can say I am utterly retired.
i have been working part time for several years, freelance writing and teaching.
now: zippo.
It's scary.
hell yes it's nice to live in florida and have a nice home and a son and a lovely life mate -- a classy elementary school teacher who is way smarter than I am - in my life.
but it's jittery to not have tasks to keep my mind occupied.
I loved what I did for a living and I miss it. Gotta come up with a plan that involves some level of teaching and creativity. I don't wanna make this all about me. I only put it out here at least partly because I thought others in the same boat have had similar feelings.
I am exploring volunteer possibilities - rather I'm asking around for suggestions at this point. and again, figuring others might have been experiencing this kind of unsettling sense of:
"whadooo eyedoooo now?"
I'm likely going to forage around for writing assignments...... I guess. and ride my bike. that's all i got so far.
I'm not really pressing for suggestions so much as wondering if others have run into similar life-change dillemmas/uncertainty.
sure don't want to come off as complaining. I'm happy, have a pool out back, two beautiful kids, one in ohio and one down here with me, and a lovely lady in my life to cap it all off. As noted before she's qualified to dealing with the man-child I happen to be right now:
she's an elementary school teacher.
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